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2009-02-02T23:32:00.007+08:00

Im finally working! yup finally thot of needing money for many things for myself.

thus i may not post daily as will be working no much diff from a full-timer.

aniway, i got into NYP. Electronics, Computer and Communications Engg. love the course but kidda say no for the sch. but i shall see in few months time. be optimistic helmi. kay i will.

anyone's the same pls tag me!

we shall know each other hor.

or as i would say, lets make friends ,,

2009-01-29T20:51:00.003+08:00

carppy me! Isn't tmr the posting result? or saturday? please oh please.

2009-01-29T19:29:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's plans hightlight.
12.30pm - 2pm: Gym (cancelled)
3pm - 5.40pm: Bravia's soccer training.
7.30pm - 10pm: Caught SG against Jordan at national stadium.

For today, nothing much, that means ive been staying home and packing despite much resting and reading that horror book i found in my room. till now i've only packed a single box, not kidding. its contains of mostly my stuffs, my history. there are plenty of memories in there which they were all from the two drawers i used. ive been keeping them, from a to z, from pri sch till now. honestly, those are the meaningful parts that form me, my life. ive been spending more time looking at those pictures, diary, gifts and so on, you shud know.

2009-01-26T14:43:00.011+08:00

All of us ( the families) had an overnight picnic for the last two days. for me, i never like picnics but it would eventually turn out to be fun in the end. as always, there were a lot of food and kid's snacks which i love. the weather was rather cooling trúout the two days and one night stay. seaside areas were all so crowded, very packed. however, we manage to get th great spot, the usual place we pitched our tents before.

saw this at a bike rental shop ,,, hmm seems superly nice thó
in mid-day, me, my younger brother and nizam, went barefooted to the super muddy area, we werent the only ones there, the were others who were searching for somethings, it must be worms for fishing. as the night's approaching..we thought of not sleeping but all of us, cousins, turned in before 4am in the morning. i guess we were all too tired to stay up that we missed the sunrise! but nevermind, idk why pple like sunrise, seriously. sunset is way better, because i dont have to wake up early. anyway, the morning sea bath wasnt enough, so me and hussien decided to shower in the toilet to get rid of the salt water's stickiness. yuck. later we played street soccer at aloha loyang, being sweaty, we had swimming straight after that! so what if the swimming pool get dirty? haha. umm k i think im darker now,.urgh. aniway we wrapped up ard sevenplus in the evening.

i wanna school

2009-01-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

The pain in my ankle is worsen now. Due to today's events, had soccer match against hanan cousin's team, congrats for the win, and then muay thai class at seven, which ive not yet pay. lol next week ok, i promise. Those kicks really caused my angle injury. But guess what, it will heal overnight. cey confident. Im just hopin it would. So, friends who are reading this, pray hard so it can heal fast :D haha crap hor. Cant deny ^^

2009-01-16T11:00:00.011+08:00

"A US Airways plane carrying 155 people crashed into New York's Hudson River, but all aboard made a miraculous escape as the freezing waters rose around them"

Why dint they all just die?

I just hate the US for supporting Jews, and for the Israelis just bomb your country and if the blast doesnt yet kill you, you might want to blow a shot on your own head.

May innocent lives live in peace and let horrifying war end.

Save Gaza Save the childrens. Insyaallah.

2009-01-15T22:32:00.004+08:00

just came back from silat, not tired at all but some cramps here and there. the steps susah or what, confusing but interesting. i wanna learn more, it gonna be fun and at the same time, it for my own good after all. me and the big families celebrated fazli's and hussien's bday at the park ard 8pm yesterday. everything went well altho its kindda late, that clean area became a total mess! flour, eggs, oranges and not forgetting of cos cakes were all over! super fuuuuuuuuun. i will post the pictures soon. aniway before the party, met faisal after his work, and talk some man's stuff at espl. what stuffs? lol. hey, i need new sets of clothes for poly. gimme $1000. kay Dreaming,.yet i want. hahaha. bullshit yaw

2009-01-13T11:11:00.004+08:00

its was just so nerves-wrecking last afternoon when results were about to be given out. i had no confidence as ive said. looking at the bar graphs shown just before results really sucky, good thing that 100% passes for 4e but certainly not 5n altho it has improved, i might be in those 30plus percentage of failures. i just need a pass, yes that will do. my name was called, to get hold of my result slip. honestly, i merely failed. i got 24 for L1R4. but im happy, i know im not good as the rest, but ive something explainable to my parents and especially myself. i guess its something for me to smile about, i did my best. syukur alhamdullilah i made it. congrats to all of you who made it as well. dont stop going foward towards your dreams guys.

thank you mum dad and siblings, teachers, principal, friends and foes.

2009-01-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

Highlight!: had this one belt i saw was damn nice! but its freaking 49bucks and i had only 6 and will have lesser. gonngg. $.$

2009-01-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

just got a haircut yesterday, pakcik perangai again. aku suro gunting laen, dier gi pendekkan! aku botakkan rambot dier uh laen kali. nvrmind, im somehow use to it, but never like it. zooom exam result is on this freaking monday,,urgh. honestly, i have zero confidence about it, even to manage and get trú rp's cut off pt. ive already made some preparations of what course to choose in ite and later on persue that in poly. yes, im not retaking. very soon, i have to face it. tonight im going to the silat class im taking up. i might have to make new friends(: love doing that, but i know im unable to cope with it as time goes by. ive ever realise that im not able to socialise, and somtimes, just be on my own just becos of it. i cant carry on conversations for long with othe rs besides school friends. ,, urg why cant i do like everyone does? .. why helmi

2009-01-07T15:47:00.009+08:00

Guess What?

Today's wednesday, which that means yesterday was Tuesday. Nothing better has been done lately, normal home routine.

2009-01-05T20:57:00.006+08:00

5th Januarie 20onine

stay home day

kemas dapor.makan.fetch sabrina.cuci pinggan.comp.fetch wani.feed wani.tv.comp.send something to aunt's house.tv.comp.sleeping soon

o.o

plain without photos.

2009-01-04T16:19:00.010+08:00

to start off, i think this post gonna be dragged for couple of days, ive not been really at home lately. first thing first, i saw Bangla in PRCS P.E. TEESHIRT SAK! hahahahah! baeeek dier jiwe -.- color violet lagi hahah ,, SO that was at hussien's house 2 days ago when everyone celebrated great grandmom's bday. how old is she uh? and there were two cakes on the table. taste kindda nice althó i HATE CAKES (: bday cakes esp. hours later at around 11.15pm, kakak arin came out with a super random suggestion to bowl at ehub which's not near and its sort of late. cousins and i reached there at 12.30 and waited for our turn to come. the queue no. when we came was 4oplus we were like 70. boleh la. then while hanging ard outside, we missed our no, and got 86! o.o ,,,, started game ard two. the lane we got was just beside fauzy laily and khairul anwar, bagos pe drg bowl. so mum and aunts came later and there we go bowling together after uncountable months, where wasnt planned earlier. everything ended just before 5am loh. serious random gile uh.

So yesterday, was damn tired in th morning. and later went to att's flea market. its was fun, as ive never been to such place to spent some hours, helped to sell which i dont think i did, only that costumers came to me to ask for th price. didnt know at's family wud be there too. i felt awkward but just to wait for ian despite that, till 8 he has yet to turn up so i thot i shud go.. slenge uh aku. nevermind ,, thanks for inviting. i apologise if i was disturbing your family event buddy..

then met up with my family plus nenek at uncle's place. at the doorstep, it seemed that the house was empty. rang the bell many times, suddenly, nenek hurriedly opened it, haha later i realised that mum,brother,rita,wani and nenek were the only ones inside. the house was dark and they were hiding while waiting for uncle's maid to come home frm silat, with uncle's sons. haha. they arrived in ard 30mins = we were in the dark for 30 mins. lol. they didnt realised we were hiding till the maid for found our secretly hidden slippers, kwang! and found us at the balcony. we are exellent hiders you know! (:

2009-01-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

wooh these few days past was extreme. great new year too all. me with some friends, the usual ones caught the fireworks at boat/clarke quay which could only see the huge fireworks after waiting for 3 to 4 hours. hah whaaaaaat. so that was it and my stomach has already going hungry.. surprisingly those places werent crowded and train back wasnt pack! then after arriving paris ris ard 1plus, joined mum and cousins which has never failed to countdown and celebrate at downtown east. GOOD! they were eating then. i kindda filled myself as well laa (:
ticktockticktock and in out of d'marquee till 3 and left home. there were plenty of skins, rudies, and punk. and im kidda on my own. lol. back home, few rudies and cousins sleptover or in other words tón at home till late. my brought food and drinks for them. i turned in kinnda early before them ard 7.30 after watching couple of good movies,. too tired to stay up any longer.

at two just now, just after i really woke up, mum and dad wanna bring us (myself and siblings) to escape theme park along with other aunts and cousins. about reaching the rain started to pour again. a heavier one this time. due to that, plan was all denied. ended up that younger kids in the lot played ice-skating. denggs. hahah, not to forget that we tend to picnic everywhere after that. cool kape. popping fart bombs was somehow horrendous. those kids schling tmr, better attend ur first day kay. amma! ,,

2008-12-30T16:59:00.005+08:00

honestly, i am not ready for 2009. at all. hope is just isnt there right now. and next year is gonna be less than 24hours? mygoodness. with o level result haunting. this all happens so fast. 2009 is nothing to enjoy. really. more problems is creating and will be created. wars has never stop. conflicts here and there. economy not getting any better. racism. yep. this would likely be 2009. how i wish it will never happen. aniway, good bye 2008.

2008-12-28T20:06:00.005+08:00

by now i would go ZZZZ already but just forcing myself to blog~
so aniwáy ,today i woke up early again. aimed to reach bukit batok at 10 exactly. but i was already there buy 9.30. the funny thing was, i cudnt find the toilet around the train station. onced i found, the gents was locked for cleaning. thanks ah. its ok, hahah then went to mcdonald's to grab light breakfast just to kill time while waiting for browne and gang to proceed to where the marraige was held. kendarat was fun altho time seemed to go very slowly. later on in the evening, thot of dropping by esplanade to catch Bushmen. Ive never seen them play, seriously. urgh. but decided to head home cos the tiredness really enveloped me, i need plenty of rest. arios.

2008-12-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

i shall lets talk about yesterday first, since Someone wants me to post daily -.- hahah aniway, me,fee and utt were going around seaching and applying for jobs yesterday. but there wasnt any vacancies available. that has always been the case! i hope would get one early next year. seriously, im superly broke. that night, surprisingly, mum told me the kendarat this sunday has been cancelld just bcos that dumb aunty got batam pple to replace us. WTF! seriously! mum has done a lot, looking and getting pple for this sunday, but was all denied. luckily another kedarat wit browne has one slot left. thanks.

today, we went out together again plus faisal along. we did whats planned, not to enter music garage to catch skawars. expensive uh, isnt? 10bucks. gaaa. but i was fun enough outside tho (: while at clake quay, met browne, sahlan and amir. ok,i missed muay thai class today! for the first time. and doesnt feel good skipping it, hahah but why?

2009 is coming! and happy new year to the islamic calender (:

2008-12-25T19:22:00.014+08:00

Ayuh,sama-sama kita boleh melakukannya

Too tired now after walking 12pluskm for 4hours at Macritchie, it was mum's idea. hahah but i had fun thó. aniway,,for today lets let the pictures express whats in my mind.

2008-12-23T16:52:00.002+08:00

2008-12-23T11:02:00.006+08:00

i kidda know how to use it already (: hahah
honestly, i did nothing for the last few days,,(and going to do today)
home,home, and more of being home.
what to do,im totally broke !! so, dont really go out which it links to $.$pending.
getting a job is tough now, too many students are on holiday. no matter what it would be, i'll try getting one, . insyaallah ! #

dad wants me to join .silat. and had told the instructor if im not wrong. ive never loved silat but will do it for my dad.

2008-12-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

am still figuring out how to edit and use this blog, wondering how people i know cud amazingly custumized their's.

óhh. aniway, today's tiring. feeling giddy and sick after this morning's soccer match against patrick's team(which i have no idea whats that team's name). it was a goal draw, i cudnt think of winning before game as was trashed badly by them sometime back., but surprisingly, we almost get it trú to win. kudos. *that field needs major repairs! botak and not flat at all sak

. weather forecast- now, its only half off the day. hot and humit as usual !
fuuuh this weekend pack laasey. helping out muin and gang for their xmas event later on ard 6 and to muay thai class at seven and back helping/enjoying by 8.30. there's kompang wedding invitaion tmr and going straight to espl to catch comic strip. hope to meet frens whom ive not met for months!

,sorry browne i cudnt go for kendarat next wk and huihan for nt turning up for soccer tmr.

2008-12-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

blog is in thé process..

2008-12-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

RINGGG TO MY VÉRY FIRST PÓST!
FINALLY, AND UNINTENTIONALLY, I'M STARTING TO GO BLOGGING!
. . OK SLOOW, I ADMIT IT.